tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2594045886586038963.post3644726227596854460..comments2023-09-03T05:52:27.906-06:00Comments on The Magical Witch: Am I a Demonolator?Morgan Drake Ecksteinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09258538066497554895noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2594045886586038963.post-84486651600436264042017-11-21T23:04:45.649-07:002017-11-21T23:04:45.649-07:00I'm a very old "demonolator," by you...I'm a very old "demonolator," by your definition of "modern demonolatry." <br />The reason I'm posting, is like a coming through with the notion. I can't ascribe to the whole shabang bc it's not relevant. Since I was 10 I have had a friend in Lilith. She keeps on coming, and I'll start running, only to run into her full force. Memories of the first time I made it through Tezrian's vault. I found the glyphs of dukante. And then I enacted a rite as if I'd done it forever: I do not worship, so much as commune. Its different. Its like breathing life into the dark night of the soul and coming out of the abyss on fire. <br />I almost never ask lilith for help. Haha, as if. The moon changes like the wind, and so do I. Once in a while, I'll receive intense notice to change within on a very deep level (saturn, in cap) as I'm a Capricorn/virgo- this resonates with me coming home to lilith after 20 years. Still when I invoke she sets my pupils black and my focus onto patience...electrifying and obsessive about the life changing into "right now," instead of illusory desires or the remitted past. (That I have rarely indulged)<br />Whilst I know nothing of Bast, I know lilith, they share a similar portfolio. A hunger in the night that seeks satisfaction through the power of...self willed transformation, that will not subside, and the subsequent follow up: a dark night of the soul that lasts for a few years, and I'm still young looking nevertheless. <br />Here's to illusions that dissolve and finding yourself again at 13, 2p years later. Avage lilith lirach. <br />Systm27https://www.blogger.com/profile/06728814496145746953noreply@blogger.com